Untitled. Own making :)

Is that really complicated? To loving someone?

I fell down;

When the hopes start to grow up.

When the heart beats faster.

When the sky looks cleaner.

When the stars seems brighter.

When only by seeing those smile could made my day.

Even if its not for me.

Is that really important to be loved by someone you love?

For not feeling rejected?

When the hope looks gone.

When the heart stop beating.

When the sky fell through.

When the stars hide.

When only by seeing those smile could make the tears stream down.

Is that really hurt?

Is that hurt is better than feel nothing at all?

Can anyone explain that feeling?

Lost? Lonely?

Emptiness?

When you don’t know what you (really) feel.

When you don’t know what to do.

When you don’t feel angry. Or bored. Or sad. Or happy. Or….anything?

When you can’t explain what’s in your heart and brain.

Even the tears don’t show up.

Even the words can’t help.

Is that really hard?

To see someone we love, loving someone else?

To know that they look really happy together?

To be honest and accept it all?

Are we strong enough?

To face the reality.

To set aside our own feelings.

To keep smile in the hardest time.

To hold on the tears.

To let it go.

Is that really complicated? To loving someone?

I fell down;

But life still goes on.

I know, I have to go home.

Even all I get is nothing.

little broken heart